Back on the plain of suck

Hello, I hate being on this planet right now, It’s too complicated for me. I can’t seem to get anything right and at the moment I think everything would be better if I wasn’t part of it anymore. But, I am not suicidal, I’m just tired of all the shit that gets dumped on my lap and when it gets too much for me, I freak out and say things I don’t mean, but I guess that doesn’t matter because I’m a complete bitch and no one seems to care about how I feel.